If I chose a different path, would I be more happier than now. Hmm.

People used to regret what they've made at the very first place.

If I never chose to study in poly, maybe my life will be completely different now, I guess.

Though I'm a very playful person, I used to play hard (as in not party type) but yet, I love hanging out, go to different places, meet different people. 

But now, my life isn't the way I wanted it to be. It sorta, changed.

It changes to a very boring life. I don't know why, but it just happened gradually and don't even notice the change. 

I love hanging out, I really love it. But now, I'm stuck here. 

The people around me, they don't really hang out together, in fact, they love to study together.

Yea, I know concentrate on studies are way more important than outings. But yea, you don't need to study 24/7 throughout the year right. Doesn't mean I don't like em' or what, just that, this isn't me.

I know I should've appreciate how they change my life to a more serious person, but yea, I am still me.

I am still the playful me. I can't study all day, like after breakfast, study, then lunch, study, go home, study.

No man. I rather die than doing these shit again and again. Maybe this is why my results used to have big gap between my super smart classmate. Well, you can't have everything. Fun or good grade, your choice.

I can really tell you, I hate my life now. Hate how boring it is. I don't know why people can study all day all night like wtf this is what you want for your 16-year-old. 

I miss my friends like we can have fun and don't care anything but when we serious, we serious.

I can't find someone to crazy with me. Seriously.

如果當初選的路不是這個 那現在我會在哪裡 過著怎樣的生活

 

THIS IS WHY I HATE NERDS, not that type of (wearspecnerds) but those (nerdsinsideout)

HEREBY I TELL YOU : YOU ARE FUCKING BORING. 

 

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Shopping with my mom,

actually we're going to Paragon,but mummy wanna buy some mask

okays...went for QB

 

and I ,hahahaaa

the purpose is buy my sport shoe yeaaa :))

she is so kind today,call me to choose by myself

Wow,and for indoor shoe not really nice n design

went for Royal,Nike n Adidas.

 

Finally get one at Adidas,

mummy paid for me,Thank You!

 

We have dinner at Aka aka Starvil Korean Cuisine & BBQ Restaurant

nice food n service

this Sunday spend my whole day with mummy.

I love you so muchhh

 

 

shoe for me

 

outfit of the day

This Wednesday,my Girl is coming back
I really miss you yayy
hang out again ,rock my day again
Heritage with her after reach Penang n take all my time lehhh
going out after school almost everday when the time you're in Penang
I'm so exited waiting this girl come  :D

IDIDNOTHINGBUTYETSTILLPISSEDPEOPLE

Life is unpredictable.

Quote of my day. Wtf

Yeah things will just happened and I don't even know how to react. In fact I don't even know why it happened. People just love to screw with me Huh? Don't ever drama with me, I won't entertain you . Maybe the first time I'll smile and talk something better. If you go on with that fucking attitude, don't expect me to give you any good smile. WHO YOU THINK YOU ARE. I do whatever I like, how asshole you're to teach me how am I gonna live. 

有些事 聽聽別人要表達的是什麼 不要祇顧著自己怎麼想 別人那樣做 一定有他的理由

你不是我 你不知道我想的是什麼 別一幅很瞭解我的樣子 連我自己都不了解自己

Why can't everyone just leave everyone alone. It's my own life I have my thoughts my feelings and everything. Why can't just give me a break. You're not me you don't even know me. 

I really love my bestie so much. He knows me. I don't even need to say out loud, best friend type of love ! Appreciate lots. 

Healthy life I pray.

I was so so so sick in today.The pain was... UNBEARABLE.

I'm actually a very very pain.

If I was just having some headache I will just drink more water and maybe take a nap.

Cause I just hate eating those pills like pain-killer, Panadol.

Maybe I'm getting older or whatever shit, I just can't bear with the pain anymore and finally I have to eat some pain-killer in order to get well.

In the morning, I can feel my headache like become more painful and want to get fever. So i decided to shower myself to not feel so heaty. Then I feel more better but after like 1 hour, Mr. Headache knocked my head and say hi to me again and I get my fever. And I thought, maybe I should take a nap then will feel better. After 1 hour nap, I woke up, and my head is still aching LIKE HELL. I tried to relax and drink more more more water. BUT JUST FREAKING FAIL.

I gave up. Eat 1 Panadol and no more pain.

When I was a kid, I remember when adults made their birthday wish as 身體健康. And I feel so wasted to ask for a healthy body WHY DON'T YOU WISH YOU CAN GET ALL THE BEAUTIFUL CLOTHES IN THE WORLD.

Then when i'm growing up, how hard how difficult to ask for a healthy body.
How much I wish, for everyone I know to have a healthy body.

我从不喜欢让别人看见我的眼泪。
想哭的时候，我会闭上眼睛不让它流泪，然后告诉自己，还是可以坚持下去；
难过的时候，我会伪装自己，笑着对别人说，我很好、我很开心；
失落的时候，我会勇敢的对自己说，没事，一切总会过去。



——我宁可让别人觉得我快乐得没心没肺，也不愿意让自己看起来委屈可怜。

Judgy people out there.

I really fed up with some kiddo. They love to judge, like everything.

You think I care what you think about me ? Gah, give me break.

Everyday, people judge. No matter how much you tried to change yourself, they judge.

So I've decided not giving a damn anymore. Heck care how you think ? This is my life I'm gonna live it with the way I love to. 

No matter how much I tried.....

You know. How much I've changed. I hate people judging.

 

Not pretty, Not smart, Not skinny, fat, short, ugly... etc

I've been listening all these comments from others, maybe they were just joking with it. But seriously, imagine you're the one receiving these comments.

Not saying I'm pretty now, but yea, I was a ugly girl when primary school and sec 1 and 2.

Then I started to change I learnt how to make up, I learnt how to dress well, I learnt how to behave like a girl.....

You will never know how much efforts I've put in. 

Yea I make up and so what ? 你以為我不希望自己不用化妝就可以很漂亮嗎 你以為七早八早起床化妝是一件很舒服的事嗎.

--If you don't have anything nice to say, just STFU.

 

 

New Blog

Hey peoples ! Here with my new blog, so forget all the bad things , forget all the past.

Let's start , FROM HERE .

Get a life ! Hey com'on , I'm 16 ! 

WE'RE YOUNG ☝

ENJOY YOUR LIFE LIKE A BOSS !