021213

A sudden mood,come to update my blog again
Well well,my holiday just left one month
Miss everything and full of activity...
Why tuition almost all start at December?!
Rearrange my time table again and again
My private coaching are also change..
Fine,Form five next year!pressure come a lot.
Everything start from chapter one
My holiday full of outing and gym.
Study? No...
Sometime I look like crazy,runningman every midnight
Is too funny and laughing hell in my room
Enjoy so much acually.
Holiday must look like tat  :)))
Gonna back Johor to visit my lovely sister soon
I just wait the day I free,miss there sooo.
Singapora again,if I go there!
Fly ticket with only one person is so nice..

DECEMBER

Finally come to the end of the year.
It's my favourite month anyway.

聽說了 難怪最近你那麼難過 對不起沒有第一時間的安慰 因為完全不只情

親愛的別難過 有些事有些人如果真的是對的 到最後一定會在一起的
也許我們還小 說不起一輩子 也許等大家長大了 就更會珍惜對方阿
朋友一直都在 不管還是不是以前那樣的關係 但記得我們4個本來一開始就是好朋友
好朋友們 加油了

#fact

人就是这样 在感情里互相伤害 有人来伤害你 也有人会被你伤害 我们总在自己泪流的时候怪自己没用 于是给自己重重防护 好让别人接触不到真心也就不会被骗 披上伪装 几番征战之后 我们早已习惯这样的自己 可好不容易遇见一个能付之真心的人之后 我们却卸不下伪装 因为早就习惯性的想 自己是不是又会被伤

2013年11月9日
这一天，我的心死了
 哭得很狼狈 眼前看不见一切 朦朦的泪水不停的盖住了一切
不想要生活在这样的家庭里 一个没有情亲的家庭
一个没有关怀的家庭 你们每天只会工作
父母永远不知道我要的是什么
我不再乎了 放弃了 没有感觉了
现在的我没有办法 没办法离开
小时候 哭着哭着就笑了
长大后 笑着笑着就哭了
忍了16年
从小我的成绩差就会被人嘲笑 对呀，我的成绩真的很烂
Upsr和pmr拿到成绩的那个时候
你们的每一通电话 还不是打来要看看我的成绩有多差
再来嘲笑我 我都习惯了
我很努力的读 去考试
很压力 你们不会懂 还怪我
真的很恨 恨这为什么会有这样的亲戚
我就是差 就是烂 就是给你们看不起
世界就是现实的 只要你没有能力 你就是失败
没有人会可怜你
社会里宁可当个坏人 也不要当个被人利用的好人
现在好啦 我不会在乎这一切
我觉得没有必要看到你们就称呼 不尊重？
我有必要吗 去尊敬一个重来都看不起你的那个人
我装傻 只是给你小小面子
我不会再像以前那么天真 长大了
我会然你们后悔 后悔当初把我看得那么不显眼
对你们绝 好过以后再被你们欺负
是不是你们的人生成功了 就可以看不起别人
人生的一开始面对的一切 就是要我以后面对你们时变得更绝
我不会让自己继续堕落 我会变成更好
谢谢你们的一切 让我变成现在的样子
我看透了 学会了很多 很多可能以后才能学会的事情
我说过我会让你们后悔 让你们看到我的改变。

 

If I chose a different path, would I be more happier than now. Hmm.

People used to regret what they've made at the very first place.

If I never chose to study in poly, maybe my life will be completely different now, I guess.

Though I'm a very playful person, I used to play hard (as in not party type) but yet, I love hanging out, go to different places, meet different people. 

But now, my life isn't the way I wanted it to be. It sorta, changed.

It changes to a very boring life. I don't know why, but it just happened gradually and don't even notice the change. 

I love hanging out, I really love it. But now, I'm stuck here. 

The people around me, they don't really hang out together, in fact, they love to study together.

Yea, I know concentrate on studies are way more important than outings. But yea, you don't need to study 24/7 throughout the year right. Doesn't mean I don't like em' or what, just that, this isn't me.

I know I should've appreciate how they change my life to a more serious person, but yea, I am still me.

I am still the playful me. I can't study all day, like after breakfast, study, then lunch, study, go home, study.

No man. I rather die than doing these shit again and again. Maybe this is why my results used to have big gap between my super smart classmate. Well, you can't have everything. Fun or good grade, your choice.

I can really tell you, I hate my life now. Hate how boring it is. I don't know why people can study all day all night like wtf this is what you want for your 16-year-old. 

I miss my friends like we can have fun and don't care anything but when we serious, we serious.

I can't find someone to crazy with me. Seriously.

如果當初選的路不是這個 那現在我會在哪裡 過著怎樣的生活

 

THIS IS WHY I HATE NERDS, not that type of (wearspecnerds) but those (nerdsinsideout)

HEREBY I TELL YOU : YOU ARE FUCKING BORING. 

 

010913

Shopping with my mom,

actually we're going to Paragon,but mummy wanna buy some mask

okays...went for QB

 

and I ,hahahaaa

the purpose is buy my sport shoe yeaaa :))

she is so kind today,call me to choose by myself

Wow,and for indoor shoe not really nice n design

went for Royal,Nike n Adidas.

 

Finally get one at Adidas,

mummy paid for me,Thank You!

 

We have dinner at Aka aka Starvil Korean Cuisine & BBQ Restaurant

nice food n service

this Sunday spend my whole day with mummy.

I love you so muchhh

 

 

shoe for me

 

outfit of the day

This Wednesday,my Girl is coming back
I really miss you yayy
hang out again ,rock my day again
Heritage with her after reach Penang n take all my time lehhh
going out after school almost everday when the time you're in Penang
I'm so exited waiting this girl come  :D

IDIDNOTHINGBUTYETSTILLPISSEDPEOPLE

Life is unpredictable.

Quote of my day. Wtf

Yeah things will just happened and I don't even know how to react. In fact I don't even know why it happened. People just love to screw with me Huh? Don't ever drama with me, I won't entertain you . Maybe the first time I'll smile and talk something better. If you go on with that fucking attitude, don't expect me to give you any good smile. WHO YOU THINK YOU ARE. I do whatever I like, how asshole you're to teach me how am I gonna live. 

有些事 聽聽別人要表達的是什麼 不要祇顧著自己怎麼想 別人那樣做 一定有他的理由

你不是我 你不知道我想的是什麼 別一幅很瞭解我的樣子 連我自己都不了解自己

Why can't everyone just leave everyone alone. It's my own life I have my thoughts my feelings and everything. Why can't just give me a break. You're not me you don't even know me. 

I really love my bestie so much. He knows me. I don't even need to say out loud, best friend type of love ! Appreciate lots.