If I chose a different path, would I be more happier than now. Hmm.

People used to regret what they've made at the very first place.

If I never chose to study in poly, maybe my life will be completely different now, I guess.

Though I'm a very playful person, I used to play hard (as in not party type) but yet, I love hanging out, go to different places, meet different people. 

But now, my life isn't the way I wanted it to be. It sorta, changed.

It changes to a very boring life. I don't know why, but it just happened gradually and don't even notice the change. 

I love hanging out, I really love it. But now, I'm stuck here. 

The people around me, they don't really hang out together, in fact, they love to study together.

Yea, I know concentrate on studies are way more important than outings. But yea, you don't need to study 24/7 throughout the year right. Doesn't mean I don't like em' or what, just that, this isn't me.

I know I should've appreciate how they change my life to a more serious person, but yea, I am still me.

I am still the playful me. I can't study all day, like after breakfast, study, then lunch, study, go home, study.

No man. I rather die than doing these shit again and again. Maybe this is why my results used to have big gap between my super smart classmate. Well, you can't have everything. Fun or good grade, your choice.

I can really tell you, I hate my life now. Hate how boring it is. I don't know why people can study all day all night like wtf this is what you want for your 16-year-old. 

I miss my friends like we can have fun and don't care anything but when we serious, we serious.

I can't find someone to crazy with me. Seriously.

如果當初選的路不是這個 那現在我會在哪裡 過著怎樣的生活

 

THIS IS WHY I HATE NERDS, not that type of (wearspecnerds) but those (nerdsinsideout)

HEREBY I TELL YOU : YOU ARE FUCKING BORING.